I’m back….

Ok I  know I have not been on in a while! I am going to try and do better, so to all my buddies I’m sorry. It’s been so crazy here lately.  With summer and my house…. But I think, well I hope I have everything under control now. As for my weight loss, that’s well I am not happy, but I am going to change that. I have not been walking, taking my meds. or eatting very well for the past 3 months. I went to the doctor yesterday and gained 11 pounds in that 3 months, it’s to bad, but not that good. So I am going to try a new diet a low calire one and see how that goes. I’m going to start walking 5 days a week again, no matter what, and try to workout atleast 2 times a week. So wish me Luck! And Good Luck to all of you!!

Yes!!!

Yes!! I’m at 199… woohoo.. Ok now only 4 more pounds tell I reach my mini goal.  I try not to weigh in untell the scales read the same four days in a row, but it’s been three days now and I was way too excited. Sorry! I just could not help it!  If I can do it, I know all of you can too!!  Oh and THANK YOU KIM!!  For pushing me, that extra mile.  Now if I could just find an extra 30 mins to an hour a few days a week and fit some hard core workouts in.  I really need to start working on getting tone.  Well Good Luck to you all.

I’m still going….

No I’m not lost… I’m still here. Just really busy! I have been filling in for a lady at work…. and then got offered a job, I took it… Don’t know what I was thinking? But it’s been fun! Everyone is really nice and helpful. I still have time to do my 4 mile walks in the morings and get off in time to get the boy’s after school. I am really excited, I am only 9 lbs away from my mini goal!!! Wow…sounds alot better than 75 lbs away. I better get off here and make sure the boy’s are in bed and get to bed myself…  Well good luck to everyone!!

OK..

So how was everyone’s Thanksgiving? Good I hope. We had a good one, ate with my family & my husbands. I was so proud of myself… did not over eat and did not eat a lot of bad stuff. But I did have one pice of cherry cheese cake. Oh and the scale finaly moved…not in the wrong way, 207 lbs! Not bad! I was brave and went shopping Friday, Saturday and some Sunday. Got all my Christmas shopping done, yes!!  One less thing to stess out about. Well just wanted to check in. Got to go finish up wraping while the kids are at school.

Way too much energy today…

Wow!  I don’t know where it came from, but I had way to much energy today!  I think my husband was ready to kill me.  I walked my 4 miles this morning.  I tore two bedrooms apart and switched out beds.  Packed up boxes, cleaned out the dressers and closet….  I need this everyday!  Then maybe that darn scale will move down.  Well hope everyone has a Happy and Safe Thanksgiving!

Stuck!

I am stuck!! Can’t seem to got off 209lbs. I am kinda disappointed in myself for being at 209 for a week now. I know I shouldn’t, but starting to get a little discouraged. I won’t blow the hole diet over it or anything crazy. I just have to step it up and may have to make time to pull out a work out video and get to moving. OH… what a fix, just thought about Thanksgiving! Dang… I might just get off 209! I may not like it, hope it doesn’t move the wrong way. Anyway sorry had a little moment. I have lost some inches… just wish that lbs would move, and in the down direction, this week!!

ok.. Kim

OK, Kim… I am going to try to start blogging. So here we go. It’s time to get off my fat butt and do something about this extra person I seem to have ate. I can’t say it was all my kids fault, as they are not babies anymore. I know it’s just been pure laziness and eating what ever and when ever. I need to do this for me… or it will never work. So I am jumping in head first!

Change!

A little about me I am 30 yrs. old, a mom to two crazy, ruddy boys (10 & 6), but I love them with all my heart, and wouldn’t change them in any way (well maybe have them mind just a little better).  I have been married for 7 yrs. now, to a great man, and my true love.  I was small, a long time ago, but we can’t dwell on the past, and all the excuses in the world don’t help.  The doctor would nicely remind me about watching my weight.  I told him, I was….  I just watched it continue to climb up and up.  I refused to look at pictures and even stop taking family pictures.  The doctor continued to remind me about that pesky little weight thing.  Then one day, out of no where, that scale hit 270!  What!!!!  I almost passed out!  I did not want to go back to him any more…  I thought I could stay in my little world of not thinking about it.  Then I was showed a picture, I had to take a second look at it…. and O my goodness.  That was not me!  Was it?  I was slapped in the face, with cold reality.  Yes it was me!  It was time for me to wake up, get out of my own BIG world.   Because, it’s no joke Crystal…. the doctor does know what he’s talking about.  If you don’t change, you could be in a world of hurt.  So I took a long hard look and thought about my grandma.  Who died from diabetes and my mom, who is diabetic, and insulin dependent.  That will be you, and soon, if you don’t change now!   So I decide to start my weight loss journey, and lost 10 lbs..  WOW!  Then we moved back to Eunice.  Thought it may have been a big mistake, but it was the best thing ever!  I called up a good friend.  I almost didn’t, because I was so embarrassed by the way I had let my self go.  So glad I did!!!!  She was on a weight loss journey too.  We are now each others support buddies.  I bug the heck out of her every morning. Even had to call and wake her up a few times, but we walk 3 miles every weekday now.  We push each other, and try to keep one another going.  I really don’t think I could have come as far as I have with out her help.  I’m down to 219 1/2 lbs.  I still have a long way to go, but with her bugging me, and me bugging her.  I know it won’t be long until the scale reads 150 lbs.  Then, the doctor will pass out!